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wahai masa depan, engkau masih didalam keghaiban. maka aku tidak akan pernah bermain dengan khayalan dan menjual diri hanya untuk sebuah dugaan. aku pun tidak bakal memburu sesuatu yg belum tentu ada, kerana hari esok mungkin tidak ada sesuatu, esok hari adalah sesuatu yg belum diciptakan dan tidak ada satupun darinya yg dapat disebutkan.

" semakin jauh aku darimu.. semakin dekat pula KAU menghampiri aku.. semakin cuba ku dekati.. semakin kuat pula kau mendugai aku.. OH ALLAH.. Maha Pemurah .. Maha Sempurna.. kerdilnya diriku di hadapanmu.."

Sunday, 6 January 2013

step by step

Assalamualaikum :)

hello everyone! sape tu yg jenguk tgk blog i ni?? haha.. ape2 pon.. tima ksihhhh :)

| 11.48pm |

SO? it's already mid-night i guess.. close.. so close.. hewww

ok, for now, i've been wondering bout the lecturer visit to our clinical setting..
even until now, i didn't get any news regarding my VIVA..
actually .. i've two fields to be covered for this practical..
medical neuro and also psychiatric..
part yg menyedihkan, x dpt cuti-cuti malaysia , senang crta no gap btw. 2 bnda ni..
jadi?? mksudnya?? kepala mhu pecahh suda.. x de gap, so no time untk prepare untk pindah ke bidang berbeza ni..
MASYAALLAH.. looks like god is testing us..
7 WEEKS for medical neuro and currently still doing this.  i'll be continue my precious days in psychiatic field for 7 weeks after this.. no break, no extra holidays even just for a few days?? yes! no ok...
:\ just accpet this hajar! coz this is wat we call "challenges in life" hohohoho

So, starting tomrow, i guess it would be da last week *serving in medical neuro..
"THE LAST WEEK" ulang lagi?? haha
sounds good huh?? yeahhhh~
but i still have a little bit anxious and nervous for  cabaran strusnya..
psychiatric is not include in my sweet candies list actually.. T.T
mungkin ni orng kata x kenal maka x cinta?? hohoho
plus, i'm doing alone. no partner like others.. i can't imagine this.. how could i survive huaaaaaa!
*crying over this


soo.. dear mr lecturer.. i don't know when u'll come to visit us..
but i hope u'll call us first... so that i can be more calm and make some special preparations only for u..
thank you.

.......................................................................................no more to say, tq. assalamualaikum.

p/s : dear my soul, my self, servant of ALLAH.. please be a book lover... T.T
       unfinished case presentation slides make me sick. god, ease my journey. ameen